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Name: Carol (rightside)
Birthday: 8/22/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: *My wifey Jes* Sierra* Lauren* All my TRUE bestfriends*true friends *Ashley*belly button rings* tongue rings*partyin *dancin *clubs *singin *hangin out wit ppl *talkin online *talkin on the phone *Helpin friends out thru the bad times n good *food *pictures *being bad wit peeps *music *sleepin over ppls houses *ppl sleepin over my house *make-up *shoppin *movies *_______ *pool *sleepin *walkin *cell *havin fun *kittens *cats* puppies* animals* R.I.P. DAN F.* R.I.P. BILLY G. etc...
Expertise: haha wouldn't u like 2 kno...
Occupation: Student
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Yahoo:  sexybabygurlc
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Member Since:
8/7/2005
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Well, yesterday got fucked up. Me, Sarah, n Cj had it all planned out... we wanted to surprize Justin... so Cj called Justin and asked him if he wanted to come work on his car wit him friday after school all day... but really me n Sarah were gonna show up like 15 minutes later then we were all gonna go out to eat and then a movie. But me and Sarah had to help Dustin n Kyle move some stuff then by the time that we got to Cj's it was around 5pm... then Justin wasn't even there... he was wit Chad b/c Chad's gotta stay wit him this whole weekend... and Andrew Hilt was wit b/c he wanted to hang out wit Chad n Justin I guess... and Taylor invited himself. So yeah, I was kinda pissed. Justin kept askin Sarah is she mad at me... and he asked me if I was but I said no b/c I wasn't mad at him... we were mad b/c the plans didn't work out. So Justin said that us 4 can do it next Friday... that will probably fuck up somehow too though. I really don't kno wat to do bout Justin. I mean right now everything is fine wit me and him... but I am so scared that I am gonna get hurt again..... I wanna b wit Justin so bad but I am so scared that it will probably mess everything up... he's probably jus gonna hurt me again... and if me and him go back out and then break up... I'm movin... b/c I can't deal wit the shit again... I'll fuckin move to Montana wit Ashley n them. Or I'll move to New Jersey wit one of my Aunt's or something. I'm not kiddin either... if u think I'm kiddin fuckin ask Jes. So yeah anyways... then it ended up being Me, Justin, Cj, Sarah, Chad, Taylor, Andrew, Andy, Dj, n Courtney over at Cj's house... when it was only suppose to b us 4. It was better then me not gettin to hang out wit Justin or Sarah at all... b/c me and Sarah haven't hung out for a while and I miss that. Justin said that he was goin to go to my chours concert 2day and then go out 2 eat wit me afterwards... he better still be doin that or that will make me so upset. Oh yeah Justin n them left Cj's around 9 last night. Then the rest of us stayed til 10pm. Right when I got home I went to bed b/c of how tired I was. Hell yeah, I can't wait until we get our inground pool wit a sliding board fixed... whoot whoot. Well, I am gonna go get in the shower. Then I'm gonna go call my Dark Cracker Sierra.
R.i.p. Danny... I love and miss you so much cuz.... I'm still waitin to get my tat.
Jes- I love and miss you so much wifey. Can't wait until we get our tats too.
Sarah- I missed hangin out wit u... it was fun... we deff. outta start hangin out more.
Justin- I love you... but I'm so scared that ur gonna hurt me like u always do. </3
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I
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JUSTIN!!!!!
I wonder how long it will take this time for him to break my heart??...  | | |
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Today- I hung out wit Jeremy.... like I have done every day since last wednesday lol. I'm kinda gettin used to it though but I told him that when my wife gets back he's gonna have to let me and her b 2gether a lone for the first couple of days and shit. Wow, prom is so soon. Tuesday I'm goin to the mall to get my nails n feet done wit my Dark Cracker Sierra and Bryt. I went to Maryland 2day to get my daughter Reba (Jeremy's puppy)... she's so cute. I watched a movie over Jeremy's called Foxfire it good... it was a lil like the best movie ever aka Thirteen. Well, I'm out. Peace.
R.i.p. Danny.... I love n miss you cuz. </3 Can't wait to get the tat.
Jes- I love you so much wifey.... and missing you like there's no 2morrow.
<3 J.B.G.
&&i like to say im over you
but im nothing but a l.i.a.r </3
She`s wrong for you, I swear.
Did you forget to read the script?
It was always you & me... just you & me.
look into her eyes
and you will see
they dont shine
like they used to
when she had you
Forever is a lie the only thing we have
is what lies between hello &; goodbye
Every day, I wish
I did it differently..
I wish I never liked you,
&& you never liked me
It kills me to know you`re online and
you wont talk to me, its just time
i realize that i dont mean anything
to you and never really did
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Saturday- I Scary Movie 4. It was ight. Then Dj, Justin, n Andy called me again.
Sunday- I went to my nephew Austin's b-day party. I got some pics.... http://babygurlc15.journalhell.com if ya wanna c them. I worked 4-8 last night.
Monday (2day)- I didn't go to school.
r.i.p. danny, i love and miss you so much cuz.
Jes- I love and miss u so much wifey.
Alicia n Chrissy- I miss and love you girls.
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Why can't I get over him.... ?????? y... he's such an asshole. He always lies to me... he tells other gurls that he loves them.... and shit like that... (when he does the same to me).... he doesn't even kno wat the fuck love is...... he jus throws it around like it's his fuckin brain. God... i fuckin hate him so much.... i never ever knew u could love and hate so some1 so much until I met him. I want him out of my fuckin god damn life. ////////////. | | |
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I fuckin hate this shit... I hate fuckin cryin over and over again bout the same god damn thing. I try not to fuckin cry... I get so mad when someone makes me cry. He's such a fuckin asshole. I hope he fuckin realizes that no one will EVER fuckin love him even as close as much that I love him. I would do absoulty anything for him... and he doesn't even fuckin care. One day he will fuckin c how much he hurt me.... and how much he wish he would've choose different choices. I hope he gets a fuckin g/f and that she fuckin cheats on him.... and he fuckin gets hurt.... I kno i kno it sounds bad but it's not bad compared to all the shit he puts me thru... no he didn't cheat on me... (that I kno of). I fuckin hate this shit............. it doesn't even seem like anyone even fuckin cares.
R.I.P. Danny I love you so much cuz... and miss you terribly.
Jes- I miss you so much wifey.... I need u here wit me .
Lynsdey's a fuckin WHORE.
</3 Peace
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